DEAR DEIDRE: I’M having a passionate affair with my brother’s
wife and we love each other – but fear my brother finding out about us.
It began even before my brother and sister-in-law got
married three years ago. He is a bully and I went round to their place one day
to find her crying. I hugged her while she poured out how he had been treating
her.
I felt for her so much, I kissed her — and she kissed me
back. It was magic. The next time they had a row, she texted me and we met up.
That time we ended up having sex in my car — and we have carried on being
lovers ever since.
Our love has grown more and more. I am 29 and she is 30. She
and my brother have two kids. She was too scared to call off her wedding, which
hurt me although I understood.
The wedding day was agony for me, especially as my own
relationship was also in deep trouble. I couldn’t stay with my son’s mother, it
was a sham, and I left her. But then she got with another guy — who refused to
take on my six-year-old son so I am now a full-time single dad.
It’s difficult but I keep at it, even though my life is made
even harder by caring for my father who is now developing dementia. He is 63.
My brother is his oldest son, aged 37, but doesn’t want to know. He’s so
selfish. My sister and I take it in turns making sure Dad is OK and has all he
needs.
I don’t begrudge him but most of my time goes on caring for
my son and my father — and I have a job, too. So my relationship with my lover
is the one point of joy in my life. Of course, I enjoy being with my son, too,
but I always have to be the responsible one. When I’m with my lover, it’s the
one time I get when I can feel young, free and in love.
I can’t give that up but we are both scared of what would
happen if my brother realised about our affair. He can be violent — and that is
why she’s been too scared to leave him.
DEIDRE SAYS: It’s likely to be just a matter of time before
your brother does find out about this affair.
I understand how frightening it is for your lover to think
of leaving him but it’s damaging for her and their children to be living in an
atmosphere of fear and violence. Suggest to her that she work out a strategy to
leave him safely, with help from the National Domestic Violence Helpline.
Once she is free, you can both decide if you want a
full-time relationship and be open about it.
If your brother shows signs of still being controlling, be
firm that you will report him to the police.
Credits: Deidre Sanders
The Sun
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